Just a random thought. I feel I am not real anymore. I feel most people aren't real. What do I mean by real? I define real by looking at two things being genuine and being sincere.
I don't know if it has to do with adulthood, maturity or politeness - but I am not real anymore. You get to live life ones, why be fake? Why suppress your opinions? Why always try to be politically correct? Be real.
I am going to try to be more real. More real with my opinions, how I feel, how I interpret things. I am going to worry less about being politically correct and how people would interpret the things I say. At the same time, I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling either.
So some real thoughts:
Stop talking about me and start talking to me. When I randomly meet people that I knew from the past, they always say 'oh we were just talking about you the other week' or 'he/she was just talking about you'. Well stop. I am pretty easy to find.
I work almost 12 to 16 hours a day. This means two things 1) I don't have a social life and 2) If I don't get back to soon - I am not ignoring you nor am I trying to be rude.
When I help someone - anyone - I genuinely do it because I want to not because I want something in return. At the same time, if I don't help you, it doesn't mean that I don't care about you or that you can be upset at me. Same thing with space. I like to give some people space. People I admire and people who I feel I can trust. Don't take the space for granted.
Amar Gandhi, 28